Was at the arcade yesterday night. After playing some games, I realized something. I'm slow. Not slow in terms of speed, but rather, thinking. I feel that somehow, my coordination and recognition of patterns is extremely poor. I felt retarded. Retarded in a sense that everytime I do something, there's this inner "feeling" telling me that I'd fail. Chiyu is going to serve NS today. My turn will come in 37 days time. How time flies. A decade ago I was in Primary 1, life was a blur. Soon I had finished the PSLE examinations. Secondary school life started. This was the period where I made some of the closest, most trustworthy friends. The O levels came soon, then it was time for college. College life is just like a very short holiday. There is hardly enough time for you to stop and take a look around your environment, but somehow, you learn a lot from your teachers and the many kinds of people called classmates. A levels came and went. Now its slacking time. A brief period where life seems to be put on hold. Waking up everyday not knowing what to do, where to go. Perhaps I should make full use of my remaining 37 days... Time to start setting some goals. Savant at 12/10/2003 11:51:00 am ;
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